Bye Bye Bye.....

  So this semester is coming to an end, just one more week left! I'm very excited. I don't have anything planned as of right now, but I'm hoping to come up with something quick. It has been a hard, exhausting and exciting semester.

This semester was very exhausting for me. I  quit one job that I was at for 7 years,  and I started a new job which is the complete opposite of what I did but I love it. I had to learn so many things at my new job. I learned a lot of medical terminology, I felt like I was learning a new language. I still get some terms mixed up and they are usually the easy one's. For example, if a patient  is getting an "Ultrasound" therapy  I call it a "Sonogram" so ALL the patient look at me funny! But, the doctor knows and he just laughs and knows what I mean. Opps!


         At least school hasn't been to bad this semester. All my classes went really smooth, and I think I still maintained an" A" in all 3 classes!  I really want to keep my 4.0 GPA. I've never in my school career had a 4.0 GPA, so I'm very proud of myself. I'm excited to be able to go straight home after work and just do nothing on weekends. I hope everyone has a great spring break!...

Family Reunion

         So last week I talked about my Grandmother being sick. Well this past Sunday we had a family reunion. I have a very large family on my fathers side. He is the oldest of 13 Children. All my uncles have at least 3 kids (one uncle has 8),  some of  there kids (my cousins) have kids. When I say it was a full house I mean a FULLLL house!

         It was like the perfect day out too. It wasn't hot or cold or raining! At first I felt kind of awkward, but then it wasn't so bad.( lol) I loved seeing my grandmother! She seemed so happy.  I'm glad we were all their and we got to spend quality time together. We ate, talked and the little  ones played, and then we ate some more! lol    

          It was actually really nice seeing everyone. We agreed to do I a little family gathering at least once a month. Next family reunion is on Easter. But, I will go visit her sooner then that. I'm very excited and happy! Life is too short, and I want to spend as much time as I can with my grandmother while I can.

Grandma

    So I know last week I spoke about how I feel like I take things for granted. To make it all worse, I find out that my grandmother is really sick. I'm not too close to her or my dads side of the family, but just finding out that she was really sick mad me really sad. One of the things why my grandmother and I aren't close is because well she's very old school and she's not a very affectionate person so even if we would go to her house she wouldn't even hug us or anything really. I wish I had a really close relationship with her but I don't and I feel like it's a little too late. But yet again I feel like it's never too late. I don't know how I'm feeling. I don't want to think about her actually dying, but I know I have to mentally prepare myself for the worst. I guess I feel bad because out of my 22 years of life I've never been close with her I don't have many memories with her. I wish I could go back in time and spend a lot more time with her. Sorry that's all I got this week I just don't feel like writing much.

Blessed!

As I've been working at my job I've realized how blessed most of us are. I've seen people that can barely walk after a car accident. Most of the patients lifes get turned around. Most of them cant go back to work for months. Alot if them can't go back to living the life they did before. I feel horrible that I dont give thanks for just being alive and being healthy  each and everyday. Seeing the patients and what they go thru is astonishing. 

My dream Vacation

I've been so tired this week. I don't know why maybe it's because I'm not use to waking up early, and getting home late. I can't wait for this semester to be over with already. I'm just glad all my classes are fairly easy and I don't get to much homework. I need a vacation.

If I could go on a dream vacation I would go to the Fiji Islands. Omg if I could I would leave NOW! I mean just being out in the sun and seeing the beautiful water...  I need to win the LOTTO so I could go. I guess I will keep dreaming...


The second place I would go is on a cruise for like 14 days! Ok maybe its a little much but I mean I don't have to do anything. They have food when ever you want. They have pool and fun activities to do at all times. Ughh I just need a vacation ASAP! Maybe I'll just go to the beach this weekend..

New job!

So I started my job on Monday! OMG! Every one is so Nice! My sister works there so it was nice to see at least one familiar face. I was so nervous and anxious! I felt so lost here on my first day. Then, on my first day my printer breaks (still doesnt work) and I have to be running back and forth ughh Kinda frustrating.

So on my second day I was still nervous and felt kinda lost! I didn't do to bad according to my sister and my boss! lol I get frustrated when I make a mistake because I don't like making mistakes and I'm dealing with peoples billing and charges. I know they would be MAD if some one over charged me at a doctors place! So far all the patients are really nice too! :)

So today was my third day I think I didn't ask so many questions (atleast I don't think I did). I did only mess up on the entering a new patients date of birth and I made him -1..lol opps!!!  Tomorrow is the last day in the work week. Working 10 hrs and then coming straight to school for another 4 hrs is getting hard.  ( lol and its my first week) I can't wait for this semester to be over already! I need a little vacation.

Stuck!

  Okay so I gave my current job my 2 week notice 2 weeks ago. So my last day should be on Friday. Its very bitter sweet, because even though I'm sick of working there I will miss some of the people. Mainly my boss because he is awesome and truly has been like a mentor to me.

My boss is like a mentor. He moved me to management and believed I could do it right when I turned 18. Every time I've told him I had a problem with anything he fixed it right there. he has always worked with me no matter what. He was patient when I was younger and learning and didn't really care, but he made sure that I always did what I had to do. We can talk and joke and he's like a friend.

  He came to me today (mind you 2 days till my last day) to ask me if I can stay a few more weeks. Like I've already worked there for 6 plus years. I'm done with the place. Then he tells me that he's going to be screwed because he's going to be short staffed well I did tell you 2 weeks ago! I'm frustrated because he made me feel bad. I told him I would think about it, because I just wanted to end the conversation, but I think that if I do stay even if its just 2 days during the week I'm just never going to leave. I mean he wont be completely alone he has 2 other managers lets just say there lazy and he always has to double check everything they are doing. He knows he doesn't have to do that with me I always run the store right and I'm the only one he trust to open it because I get everything done right. Like I said I really do like my boss but I just can't stand being at work any more I've been counting down the days since I gave my 2 weeks! Even if I feel bad I'm going to have to go because I know that if I don't one day I'm just going to explode and I'm going to walk out, and I don't want to do that either. So I guess I still don't know if I want to completely leave on Friday or wait it out just a little more until he gets help.